We should be born with self appreciation. We should love ourselves. We should be who we are, and not others. We should never take things for granted.

Heh.

One thing i'm quite sure is i'm very lost. Lost on who i am... Lost on who this anna is :l

the most annoying thing is, when im close to having an idea on who i am something comes along and fucking blocks my way. like that annoying piece of cloud in mario kart that constantly tells you "GO BACK, WRONG WAY" like what the fuck. i want to fucking go this way, i don't fucking care if it's the wrong way. I WANNA GO DERE.
 

So get the fuck out of my way!

There's smart people everywhere. Everyone seems like they're so happy. So content :l Why the fuck does this have to happen to me --' & when the annoying piece of shitcloudz blocks them, they use their awesome smart powers and reverse - going backwards? but without the ghay ass cloud annoying the fuck out of them. Why can't i do that? --'

+ There's so many people in this world.

So many fucking people....

annnnnnnnnd adrians busy busy busy (oooooh, TWO WEEKS IS PLAYING! )

anyway, since he's going to be quite busy these couple of years -insert extreme sad face- teh annoying thing is, i have to wait.. rahrharhahrahrharah. meh.

life is unfair.

& even the time we actually do get to spend together, we'd fight.. either about my rq or his emoness :P

haha ok adrian, be more nice to meee fag D:< always fighting --'' never agreeing...

stupid boy~ i love you. i miss you...

Moving along, i am going to dye my hair purple.. one day p: 

sucks more, cause most schools dont like it >.> (syd girls?)

but you know what, SMD.

Oh, thanks for everyone who's put up with my crying (i know, i've been quite a crybaby), quite selfish infact, i've been taking you guys for granted.. D:

you deserve better guys!!! --

and really sorry about today, i should have tanked it ><... i really am spoiled p:

i mean, making rebecca stay with me (nearly missing her sports bus) & in consequence, charlie had to wait for rebecca and me :l

then using james as a teddybear (2 times in a row) when i cried ~.~ and making leilei, celine, helen, jasmine, aden, leon, edwin, jackie have to comfort me... wow. and then isolating myself like a gaybo in the cola..

~__~ thanks selena, sunny XDD, sharon.

i think i missed out on people (sorry, i was too busy crying)

but yeah... i really shouldnt give you guys my problems :l

blehhh.. i really don't know what to do though.

FUCK THIS. FUCK LIFE. =D

i shall continue frowning smiling =) and wtf happens happens. and if i gain 1kg then thats what happens. i can go on crying/complaining (omg, im so kiddish --) or suck it up and do something about it.

i may not be approaching this in a very good way, but i shall be a little ano bitch from now on JOKES.

i don't know, go to some mental hospital, cause i think i've just gone insane from all this crapppppppp.

mehhhhhhh, fuck this.

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