quick update on me: got sick, made adrian sick, celebrated andys 11th bday with bumming at hurstville with Gwong, Cfeng - took caps, went crooks park?. adrians going hawaii like. soon. friday. and ima like. die. and today i like had a massive headache... far. so ima sleep soon.
11:11! oops its over no wishes for tonight.

well here goes my rant:
if i could pick whether to be pretty or not.
i'd choose not.
why? because it's so fucking hot. (I HATE HOT DAYS!) no. because being acknowledged as pretty or skinny or hot or whatever immediately, expectations apply to you. it's like you dont want to be ugly.. but you will be if you dont get with the flow~ its like cake. delicious mud cake (YUMMY D:) you get one lick of it and you want more.
acknowledgment, attention whatever. and you want more.
but the more you have of it, it doesnt do you any good. infact its like. bad for you - just like mud cake getting you fat. you face difficulties.
you face/compete with other pretty people. esp. if they start wearing make up... and contacts.
(ugly people should not wear contacts btw.)
so it was better of not have tasted it in the first place, go take some fruit and you'll be fine.

how does this apply to me? well.. it doesnt . nope, not at all. hahaaa.
just ranting about things i dont even know about ^o)
just...... insecure people should not be made to listen/read about other pretty people and how hot they are by their boyfriends. because.. thats just cruel :P
oh well, i shall sleep now.
with my little brother in the lounge, with no air con! ==' and sing christmas carols.

dammit. im going to miss you adrian.