I've learnt that I shouldn't get in the way in peoples happiness. It's not my business to intrude and take all attention from them. Why am I so egoistic ?

I've also learnt that I should be happy whether it'd be fake or genuine, I'll bottle everything up and let NO ONE KNOW what's going on (Y). It seems so ignorant of me but, I decide that there are too many people who will go out of their way, out of their own happiness, just to comfort me. I don't care for what others will feel for this. IT'S FOR YOUR OWN BENEFIT.

I am not sad nor will I ever be.