|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
hey guys, i've decided to stop blogging. i'm currently undergoing something important ^.^ and i don't have much time to be posting about my life on the world wide web... ehh.. yeah. so ta~ta to you guys~ i shall leave it up to you guys.
sayounara.
belle.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
One day, I will attempt to do the Circle of Life with my rabbits =) Another wet and rainy day . . . WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH~~~ went splashing into puddles on my way home, my shoes and socks are soaked with water =(. Anyways today S. & I jigged our assingned sporting class to go watch a movie ........ ....in another class. We had to "help" a teacher look after the year seven girls. hahaha so funny. We were watching Hannah Montanna the movie (Y) didnt get to finish it though. So what happening ? Well tommorrow, I shall be partaking in a Music Solo and a Food Technology Half Yearly and on Friday, I shall be participating in a Commerce Exam. =( wonderful. Good Luck to Belle&Bee with your robotics tommorrow. Have fun waking up at 5.30 am !!! LOL take picture too. Not really anything else to blog about. My blog are usally unorganised and yeah that about it. bye - bye L.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
regarding to my last last post I really wanna go to winterbeatz =) L.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
ello ello ello ....what's all this ??? HAHAHA my poor english accent Feeling quite happy =) No school today cause of the atheletics carnival ~ yay which meant relaxation time =] Bascially, did the "usual" e.g. Wake up, eat and download (Y) cause im such a badass. Ended up going to work cause i was bored. Speaking of working. . . CONGRATS TO NWONG AND BEE !!!! =) you guys are so lucky to have worthwhile jobs, wish you guys the best of luck dealing with picky customers and handling your boss etc. hahaha. I shall visit you Nwong, beware !!!! Anyways Im gonna stop it here I have a cold or is it a flu? well whatever it is, it's making me sick (no crap sherlock) =) see you L.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Well for the past 6-7 months I've been trying to find a polaroid camera I've also in my desperation tried to find it in antique shops but the cheapest is like 70$$ without any of the film paper Anyways when i bid on ebay, they usually sell for $80-100 maybe more =( its like bad luckkkkkk kejfnbjkidfnjkewdnfjwebjfbqeioeq and to make it worse a friend of mine (M.) said she had a sepia/black and white polaroid camera and she said she would give it to me ..... BUT SHE LOST IT dkjfnlnfoqnfoiqenfoiqenfoienoiengojngojndwgjasbnliajhbgajbglaebgijrbuygewhjndsfkhjbvdsfnewuhof WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
A few days ago, I went to a funeral for a little girl I know who passed away from cancer.Her parents asked everybody not to wear black because she wouldn't have wanted anybody to be sad. When I arrived at the cemetery for the ceremony, I saw a 50 year old man wearing jeans, a feather boa and a cowboy hat, all in her favorite color, pink. Last night, a foreign gospel choir was performing at my local village hall.As they were introducing the last song, a mentally challenged man interrupted and asked if he could teach them a song. Soon the whole crowd was singing and clapping to a simple children's song, and the choir members were giving it their all. Today we were door-knocking, collecting money for the Red Cross Foundation.One house said they didn't have anything as their young daughter, around three years old, had been sick. As we were about to leave that daughter told us to wait. She came back with all she could find. 15 cents. These stories made me get teary L.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Today was a fine day~
So this post is mainly dedicated to Edwin and Michael <3
Yesterday, as all the people whom do basketball all know, i had a little crying session.
But it's all better now, and everythings truly fine.
I just didn't want to lose them :(
and hopefully, we've regained the relationship we had a couple months ago.
Michael is a wonderful funny dude who likes to joke around. Despite this, he really does care about people.. (it's just hard for him to tell you!) & he basically makes my days at the courts fun =D i love youuu michael =D
Edwin, haha is uber duper cute with his long eyelashes and O_O face XD
i don't really know him much, but i shall try,, one day D= anyhoo, love him too~
Yesterday something rare happened. =D
so i'm all happy and stuff.
time to finish english assignment~ x
thanks leilei <3
belle
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
The weather is absolutely delicious I love it more than I love macarons Haven't study for history or started english assignment. L.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Belle honey, I hope your doing well I'm sure your going to make it through this without any worrys and on a note, you don't have to prevent yourslef from crying. Don't disregard your emotions !!!! You know Bee, Nwong, Squishy & I probably are worrying about you So whatever you do, We'll support you know matter what I remeember that you asked me at the beginning of the year if i would apply for Sydney Girls with you. Truth be told, I might have to decline this oppurtunity cause of my horrible marks, although i want to try my best to redeem these bad scores. On another note I got rejected for the Reddam Schlorships Better luck next time >___< Also don't know what to do for english story it's basically a romantic thriller ? its hard to explaion only written 72 words but i've got it drafted. anyways why am i side tracking ?!?!?! L.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Hey!
So half yearlies are nearly over.
I've only got History and English story to write up (going to finish that off tonight.)
I've still got music solos ;(
i really wanna quit music...
but i love it. D:
what's even worst, i've got to perfect Erinns flute piano accompaniment. gah! along with practicing my own solo and my piano lesson...
what's even worst.. is.. i am not getting along with the people in my group.
i absolutely loathe them - they say such irrelevant things! they don't even care about other people. stupid bastards.
its times like these, im really glad im applying for sydney girls. i know, thats running away and all, but srsly. i think i'm getting sick of the guys and their stupid attitudes. their stupid stupid attitudes!
THEY LITERALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK.
and i cant be bothered dealing with them or fixing it, tried it once,
but the groups just too big. and the guys are really are jerks.
dont worry charlie. im fine LOL :) <3
the suprising thing is, i'm actually closer to mitch~ well i really like him now ^^;;
maybe this whole thing was stirred up cause of the matt & jasmine thing...
maybe.
and jackie, my bestest friend... yeh, we're not close anymore.
why?
well cause, a couple of weeks ago, there was a time where, even though jackie may not show affection, i'd still know that he loves us (BJBC!!!) but now, i'm not sure anymore. and reallyyy... we don't talk nor hug nor anything.. hah
amazing how i can be replaced.
besides that! ryaaaans coming over on sunday!
haven't really had a good time with him since 2 years ago... and this week, it's beeen alllll goood =)
so i guess, a few losses there, a few gains to replace them :l
is it me or is time escaping us?
seriously. its already near half year! god!
and it seems like only yesterday when i left 8 Yellow with the good times with Vivien, Irene, Pattycakes, Rowan and Edwin...
and only yesterday that i was complaining about having a ugly azn girl in my class...
haha. & now, i think i've changed.
for the good =D
i think i'm understanding myself... and how to control my emotions.
i've actually prevented myself from crying today (Y)!
hahahah
kay! i'm so full and fat from that Nandos!!
gahhh.... and i shouted andy bum miss saigon today~ tehehe
and i clipped up my fringe LOL and andrew deng did not recognise me :D
kaaaaaay,
have fun guys!!
wooot!
love you adrian <3
belle~
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Ahh feel relieved =) but yet worried I doubt I would get into St George this year especially with my failed science mark. =( anyways i wish Bee and Belle the best of luck in their applications ;) So how is everybody ?? better study for music haha Need help with rhythm dictation >___< Speaking of music, I found an awesome piano piece One Last Wish - Casper ( as in the friendly ghost) You should youtube it ;) tell me what you think. . . i want to learn it instead of Canon :3
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
A man will pay two-dollars for a one-dollar item he needs, but a woman will pay one-dollar for a two-dollar item that she doesn't need. A woman worries about her future until she finds a husband, but a man never worries about the future until he takes a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend, but a successful woman is one who can find such a man!!! A guy is down on his luck. He takes his last $500 and goes to Las Vegas. Overnight, he has a fantastic run of luck. He stumbles out of the casino and finds a pay phone. He calls his wife and says, "Honey, pack your bags. I just won over a million dollars in Vegas." His wife say, "That's wonderful. What should I pack for...Europe, the Carribean?" He says, "I don't care, just be gone when I get home." A young couple drove several miles down a country road, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument, and neither wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules and pigs, the husband sarcastically asked, "Are they relatives of yours?" "Yes," his wife replied. "I married into the family." L.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Oh shiet!?
I am quite saddened that i missed the finale of storm hawks.
I love that show! haha Leilei is very lucky ;(
Anyway, on the topic of Leilei, thank you for supporting me in Science haha.
Can't believe I was sulking over a little boy ~.~'
Seriouslyyy, all this stress is not good for me :(
Making me cry over lots of things -_-
Yeah, Midori Hibi is a good anime btw.
Ehh... yeah..
What i wanted to put out there is..
"Don't you just hate it when a friendship... gets awkward from the influence of love?"
FUCK I HATE IT. :(
People change... and falling in love is a big big big catalyst for change!
Fuckity Fuck.
Oh yeah, Adrian... I LOVE YOU!!!!!! :D
Belle.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Watched the finale of Storm Hawks =O nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu -cries- whywhwyhwyhwy? LOVE STORM HAWKS Anywyas I've got one week to studying for 5 exams Which is basically spread out in 2 day :@:@ I wanna see if i can push my Food Technology Exam to Thursday but no one else does music in my class -dies- sigh guess I have to suck it up Gonna go off now for 2 weeks bye L.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Wow, the blog looks awesome, i haven't blogged in ages, stupid uni assignments and shit -.-" i wanna go back to high school, its so relaxing, didn't have to do anywork, well, hardly any work, at uni they give u a whole bunch of assignments at a time, even tho they do that in high school, for uni, after u finish one, another one is due the next week, or they give u another one, FML so much T_T....well enough about stupid uni, here's some photos of sunset at San Susi covered by stupid noob trees Courtesy of Anna's pro camera skills ♥ nwong.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
god, there is so much study i have to do.
fucking dick face.
all this pressure is causing me to stressss! = =
belle.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Hello~
I'm currently studying/ doing assignments. D:
well, firstly i want to congratulate bee, sweetie, on her acceptance at Nandos~ ^^!
I shall visit you one day. tehe.
Got me thinking of jobs~ =)
During the time period of after half-yearlies to end of this year, i shall get more piano students... and make more money! :)
& if i were to ever work in a food shop, it'd definitely be bakers delight XDD
yep, oh, i have a 100 dollar note.
should i save it up? buy l4d2? spend it on science experiment? or... other.
oh yeah! we get our laptops hopefully by the end of week 5. LOL.
end of week 5 will be heaven... :) (end of half yearlies)
annnnnd, matthew cutler. is the best guy ever. =D
he shall be, if he doesn't smash our box fort into pieces :'(
kk study hard guys!
belle.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
I thought I knew who you were But I didn't know myself Didn't see the things hidden In my hollowness Didn't peep round the curtain Of your exterior And the crack turned into an edge That opens between Listen to the wind singing in the grass, my love As you lay yourself down to rest Listen to the cry of the river in autumn cold, my dear Before I close the gates deep down inside You were Moon of my nights Moon of my nights Those secrets that I revealed Buried in icy bosom Those words that I've spoken Taken by the dawn The strings that were connected Separated parts left Read are the rhymes of story Of the endless poet Listen to the wind singing in the grass, my love As you lay yourself down to rest Listen to the cry of the river in autumn cold, my dear Before I close gates deep down inside You were the moon of my nights And you know you were the moon of my nights Moon of my nights You were Moon of my nights Moon of my nights Moon of my nights Moon of my nights Moon of my nights- Kalmah So I just finished my English, History and Science exams! English was hard but Science was a giveaway. History is the same as always. Still got Maths... Geography... Aus and DT. =( I got told to get a haircut by Mr. Miller... AND GUESS WHAT SQUISHY IS GOING TO DO!? Not get a haircut! UH DUH! Atleast not until end of term... Miller can't catch me anyway after exams... I am a pro at keeping a low profile! Shit... I keep forgetting to do my rants about loss and fear. Oh well, maybe next time! Squishy~
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
RC stole my idea of a WONDERLAND TEA PARTY forshizzle my nizzle WHAT BITCHES I COPYRIGHTED THAT IDEA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes im pissed cause im an individual with my own thoughts it was my idea and they went and stole it them asses.... talking about alice in wonderland ;] i dream of having a alice in wonderland tea party on the contrary .... is that not an awesome cake????? =]] So im very pissed off cause my mother is making me work my ass off while i want to study for my half yearlies. dshfkjsdfjsdghs bf pissed off mood >< so stressful AND WHAT HAPPENED TO HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER !!!!!!
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Hey guys!
How are you guys doing?
It's currently nighttime and right now, i'm watching Masterchef ^^; and half doing my homework and study ==
Really can't wait till half yearlies are over! ^_^ So then I can go night walking. tehehe.
Erm, i want to bring up the topic of cooking. (>_<) i am quite horrible at it. mum keeps telling/annoying me about being a proper "woman" haha. I can't cook nor do typical kitchen things.
Earlier she told me to turn off the rice cooker and i didn't even know how! ==
Hehe, so after all my exams, i shall take up/get someone to teach me how to be a woman.
^^
Haiii~ Well, PS. I Love You is on (YAY!)
and yeah, time to continue on studying
Night night
x
Belle.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Here goes #3 for "Belle's Resplendent List" This time, it's a girl! A Japanese one too!
Leah Dizon 24 Years old. Singer, actor, model. She's extremelyyyyyyyyyyyyy pretty :) But yeah, she poses naked = =' Thanks to Aden for introducing me to her :> Belle. ps: tell me what chu think of these people!
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Number 2 on "Belle's Resplendent List"
Kevin Flamme 21 years old. French model. 1.88m. TALL. :( Cons - He's a model. :l Models are so... dumb.. and cliche, and stuff.
Belle.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
From now on, I shall be blogging about particular actors/models/comedians/musicians etc, that i find are quite beautiful :) As we all know, there is no "perfect" human being, well, i really wanna find some =D take into account, i do not know their personalities... so yeah, tehehe And no, i shall not be posting anyone we/i know for the time being - don't wanna, you know, tread on peoples toes... By the way, most of them will be white... Cause white people are pretty =] BUT ALL RACES ARE GOOD (Y) Adrian looks white-ish. o.o' maybe that's why i like him, plus he's into those emo/dark things <3 and he's extremely tall and skinny. ROFL. yeah, but adrian sweetie is very feminine tehehe. i love him anyway. Well, this isn't about him, don't worry.
First one on "Belle's Resplendent List" is:
Gaspard Ulliel
26 years old this year. A French film actor. He's 1.8m. and you know the rest~ Apparently, he has a scar on his cheek from riding a dog like a horse at the age 6, and the doggie kinda got mad at him. LOL (Y)
Belle.
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Hello there children I feel very sick =( i hate eating dinner blehh~ disgusting foshizzlemynizzle So the basics - One of my former best friend has moved away today, Im not completely sad though im not happy about her leaving either. So today, i apologised how we couldnt maintain the friendship and for everything and thanked her. It's kind of ironic, how someone you originally dislike turns out to be a friend and the actions that have occured then change everything. Yes, i realise this does not make sense. - I GAVE MY MUM A FACIAL =) - I stacked it about 4-5 times today - Sudden realisation that NWONG =O never posts anymore - I only have one mix berry pocky left - my stomach hurts - everyday i must drink 2L of water/tea otherwise i cant go to sleep properly - I want to become a designer, along with becoming a plastic surgeoin, GP and cook. LOL my aspiratioin, following the footsteps of that IT guy (a taekwondo teacher/IT guy/student/rising lawyer). But yes in the back of my mind i always wanted to design whether it be clothes, homes, food?, shoes, jewlery or photography. Discovering alot
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Inside the particle stormWhere clouds of napalm shimmerWith the promise of one final dawnInside the particle blissWhere rages collide into nothingnessAnd the erasions, one final kissI crawl in the garden of edenClogging the bloodstream of birthTearing a hole in the fabric of lifeThe horizon enriched with scarsInside the particle placeA shimmer of disillusionProclaiming the end of daysWe leave nowNothing will follow, nothing at allThe cleansing flames of entropy to devour us allOur lungs are filled with sorryOur children drowning like dogsWaken to the weight of cold dark matterWithout promise, meaning, or nameInside the particle stormThe poison gene of humanity confinedThis is the moment when bloodshed sank into the skyThe heavy price of chaosDescend in merciless demiseInside the Particle Storm- Dark Tranquillity
I hope you guys don't mind me starting all my posts with some sort of poem or lyrics... I should be ranting about fear and loss today... But I don't feel like it anymore. I'm so goddamn numb to people's hurt that I've become a Holden Caulfield. He doesn't give a crap what people do to him or say to him because no one matters to him. He is a true man who is justified in his views and no questions can be asked about his nihilistic views of society and people. There is no kindness in your heart nor mine. Pretend it's all lovey dovey and act all optimistic but let's admit it: You are about as hollow as I am- There's no love and compassion for others... There's only you because in a world of black and white, there is no room for two. People make me sick. Especially pathetic people who ACT "cute" or "nice" to gain popularity. God bless their wretched souls~ But then again, who isn't a product of society and is really true to themselves? No one. How fortunate.Squishy~
| |
|
★ 20100430 @ 23:24
It's a new template.
Haven't quite yet finished up the fonts and the little tweaks. But overall, i'm good with the design.
Okay, yeah. Big changes. Ehh.. comments link is the red heart. The title's are like gone.
So yeah, hope you like it :)
Belle.
| |
|
|
Do you ever feel like something's missing?
Don't you think humans are just too weak?
|
|
Nathan Wong
18041992. DLS'09. M.
Facebook Link & Youtube Link
Just a guy who likes meeting new people and is friendly and open-is kind and generous and is supportive of others and treasures people close to him very much ? - likes uhhh stuff xD dislikes- bitter food D:
sometimes you just feel tired. You feel weak. And when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, gotta find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quiter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse
| |
|
|
25071996. CHS'13. F.
Facebook Link
Just that normal average girl, has the normal average teenage problems but has the most amazing friend you could ever think of,
Loves early morning and late nights, polaroid photography, food blogging, snow, happy memories,stationery, Storm Hawks
Dislikes School, the day before school starts, ANIMAL CRUELTY
Just Shut up & Die -Ales, Ragnarok.
|
|
Adrian He
08121992. SG'12. M.
Facebook Link
|
| | | | | |