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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
I dislike the americanised version of Final Fantasy Spirit within
It too over done and over characteristed. . . . I dislike their voices and the personalities aren't potrayed as the same as the Japanese Version.
SAD FACE !!
Another week has passed ...cheyeahh
As mentioned before, the days go by so slow. It so slow that i can't tell the difference between dream and reality ever get that feeling ? e.g. "Oh did I do this before" or "Have i seen you before" ecetera.
Anyways every morning starts off the same
-Wake Up-
-Sit Up-
-Look at Clock-
-Figure out where the big hand is and where the little hand is and confuse my self where/what the time is-
"So the big hand is on the 6 and the little hand is 7 or is it 8......wait its half way"
I love my mornings
AND THE WEATHER !!!!!
oh it so nice, having the cool wind blowing against your skin. Goodbye sunny,hot, sweaty days and HELLLOOO RAIN/Coldness !!!
Well exam week is coming up, better study hard ~~~
same with all you peeps out there !!!!
L.
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
I've fallen in love with peppermint tea
Ahh~ So soothing, Happily content . . . tralalala
Wow...first week of school over . . WHAT THE FARKKK !!!!!
it felt longer, I mean seriously . . .
how i despise school
3 assingments
and a commerce test (condemn the cheater to eternal guilt). ON another note, I love those lazy days ... the ones where you dont really do anything but just relax and not worry about anything (you know like peacefully sitting watching clouds, on a secreted hill hidden behind a garden). Hmm makes me fulfilled.
Celebrated Cookie's birthday yesterday ...very fun especially @ his office ;)
if you get what i mean. and i only just found out his 14
FOURTEEEEN !!!!! ohh deary and all this time i thought he was 15
Well i know this post is short, but what can i say
I want to enjoy my lazy day ...so beat it !!!
just beat it
L.
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
I wouldn't say I hate school, but sometimes, it just gets so stressing. Oh, bothersome.
Well I would like to sincerly apologise to everyone. I've been simply not talking often, this mainly is associated to fei pors. Although I'm not really sure if we still exist, I would just like to say sorry especially for not hanging around the b-ball courts more often. =)
OMG MASTERCHEF is back on !!!
and glee and how i met your mother and merlin.
T.V timing xP
Anyways to my dearest Belle
I have something to say, something really important I've been trying to say all year.
It so hard just to confront you about it.
So here it goes :
I fail at making aeroplane jelly cups/stacks.
I was trying to make some for your bday, but when i finished making a layer of jelly it would just dissolve the bottom layer. Sorry bby ~
Did that scare you ? buhahaha s2 nahh love you ^^.
L.
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
So much work to do -.-"
I promise i'll blog after my assignments are due (:
P.S: Cpt Price is soo much better =] but Soap looks tank cuz u get to see him in MW2 =D
nwong.
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
for the time being..
Why am I happy? Because i've just slept for 10 hours +, had a great time with friends yesterday = brain fry, fixed my laptop screen.... by myself!, skipped out on piano lesson (yeah.. i didnt really practise much x.x) and did my chores.
It's pretty silly how these things have made me happy =='. well actually i'm quite silly aren't i D:
The only annoying thing is being hungry.. xD
Well, since i'm in a happy mood; i'm going to start on my history assignment. and finish it.
if i continue like this, i think i'm going to be quite happy :)
Cause to be happy, you have to set your mind to it.
You can go on and cry about the bad things in life, or just be like stuff it! stufff the meaning of life, the purpose! as long as i'm happy.
xD
Cause... life is really just about living it o.o;
and i spend too much time lingering and ranting about it O.o
still don't get me?
go hang out with your friends/randoms/whatever at their house, have a COLD ASS pool party and just bum there until 12am. it works (Y).
distracts you from everything else.
yeahh... GO FUCKING WATCH ANIMEEEEEEEEEE LIKE A NERD ASS SHIT! :D
find a hobby? do hardcore nerd study? or go socialise like there's no tomorrow. or just game your life away.
but remember priorities first, because you'll think back and be like "WTF DID I JUST WASTE MY LIFE ON"
yeah... srsly priorities first homies (im so gangster! :3)
yeah... my priority is my history assignment. because i know if i don't finish it; i'd be crying/sulking on the day its due. XDDD
so better save myself from all that sorrow.
OH BTWWW, nathan! my brother loves COD. >>"
i reckon soaps pretty mad, but that's about it :]
thanks for the awesome party btw xxx
yeah thats about it.
oh my phones stuffed.. so yeah... D:
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
Warning/Uchtang: Random Ramblings inbound... Read them at your own risk (I think they are a little different from leileis) They are quite in-depth... If you read this you will have shared an rational and deep part of myself. If you want to understand me better then read on.
After spending hours lying in my bed and not being able to fall asleep... I've had an entire night to reflect. (I haven't been so melancholy in a few months)
Why am I still here today? Hope. That and hopefully the ability to accomplish Happiness in my life. I want to see tomorrow and maybe... Just maybe... I'll see better days? But to see these better days I have realised something. I have to pick myself up and CHANGE myself. I always ask for others to change but that is their choice. the only difference I can make right now is to change MYSELF; for the better. Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. If I want to see better days then I have to crush these walls built around me; to feel free from these barriers I have between all people. As an individual I must gather my thoughts and strengthen them so my morals are straight as an arrow and to STOP feeling sorry for myself so that one day I can walk down my own path and have no more remorse left in my heart. "Ultimately, we're all dead men; Sadly becoming truth how... But, we can decide how we meet that end."- Kataklysm.
We all have Dreams don't we? Every living human being has Dreams that they aspire to accomplish. Someone I consider an equal is someone who has their own dreams and someone I consider inferior is someone who helps me accomplish my dream but has no Dreams themselves. Unfortunately, some peoples Dreams are crushed or changed by mine. Such is the illusory nature of Dreams. What is my Dream? It is not to impact the world in a way I will never be forgotten in the hearts of man... It is not to help another accomplish his/her dream... It is not to recede in the darkness and sit on the sidelines while other dreams are accomplished... It is to find a Sense of Purpose. Some kind of meaning worth fighting for. This could come in any form... That be Happiness, Love, Peace, Rights etc. I have been on such a quest for years on end and yet I have not found it. Why? I've been looking in all the Wrong places.
I've always taken glimpses in The Mirror. I've always reflected upon myself and evaluated my worth as a human. Last night seemed like an eternity so I chose to explore the faults that dwell so hauntingly in myself. What I saw was a black hollow heart that seeks comfort from others. But no more... No more do I need love and compassion to keep me walking my path. I will stand on my own two feet with iron will and determination for my own sake. In the end who do I live for? Not for you or anyone else no? Just me. Friends and family try to mend my wounds but all they do is open scars. Once again, I must change. I have to stop living in the past because the past is just the future with the lights on. What do i have to fear of the dark?
You're probably thinking... Why doesnt Squishy just kill himself? Because I have Goals and Dreams to be accomplished before my candle burns out. I could die right now as a boy full of regret and unfulfilled Dreams or I can die a man who lived his life to the fullest and have no more to repent for this world. The truth is like a moving target, not many can shoot straight. But today I will no longer be blind at heart and oblivious in a world of lies. Life is what happens while you're making other plans. Along the way, we are going to lose things... And I really don't care anymore. Loss is just a part of the cycle. Last night I lost my dream world which I had created to comfort myself. I popped that bubble and now I will harden myself to tribulations and trials which come to deter me. Humans are compassionate creatures by birth and so, by my own nature, I am hindered and no matter how much I change, I will still be weak. But atleast, I am conscious of my flaws. Are you?
Loneliness is me. This deep loneliness that is ever-present like a looming shadow. No matter who I am around, be it close friends or my family... This loneliness reigns within my mind. The feeling is hard to describe; much like a sense of loss but not quite. It's like a cold detatchment from the scene before your eyes and it makes you wonder: Why are we here... Laughter... So many tears? What is it all worth? I try to suppress this feeling like morphine for a fatal wound. However, it changes nothing... In the end... The wound remains. People can make me smile, albeit forced, only for a little while.
I still long for a Sense of Purpose. But atleast now... I know I am heading in the right direction. I matter to no one and no one matters to me. No one can hinder me because I will always move forward and that is the direction I hope to move in this direction for as long as there is breath left in my lungs. Anyone who dares stand in my way to complete my dreams can only be considered an enemy. You may say my ambition will bring me no happiness but does it look like any other methods have? No. "Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player, that struts and frets his hour upon the stage, and then is heard no more; it is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing." -Macbeth. Today I will begin a new life and start a morphogenesis so that one day, the light may smile upon me and Happiness may enlighten me from my misery.
P.S. If you wish to confront me about this... Please note that I may have calmed down and a lot of this may no longer apply. Thoughts will always remain but Action is much harder to carry out.Squishy~
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
yeah, what the title said.
i have to start on the stupid history assignment soon,
but mabi is literally my life now.
LOL
and right now... to be honest i dont care about anything irl :S
bad thing?
yeh. i'm neglecting everything yo~
meh. g`night everyone~
love you guys.
oh yeah, family drama atm. yay, = =
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
There's something going on, something smells fishy around here. Ever get that wave of worryness? Well I've got tsunamis worth of it I haven't started my history and booked out of days to do it LOL time pasts so fast, yet at the same time so very slow. Today, I went to the city with my family, -had a fight -went to cheap yumcha -couldn't buy anything -saw an accountant -dinner (saw someone from school =O) -DESSERT (love) @ this ice cream shop, its so cheap and better than gelatissimo,passionflower, and french riveria !!!!!! Also tried Green Tea yoghurt ice-cream @ Regent Palace, George Street. A little to sour and bitter =S but it was nice. Thats about it, just a normal fatt girl. Bet everyones bored of reading my posts. Well thats life, suck it up =) So where are the other bloggers ??? hmmmmmmm -telephone ring- *uh huh uh huh, mmm i see,* Well they are currently studying and doing work BUAHAHA :) im tha lazy one =) Btw my dad said that my upper body is longer than my legs, which basically means im lazy and wont have a good future. Cant bet em? join em OHHH AND DID I TELL YOU, I FINALLY FINISHED ALL THE EASTER EGG CHOCOLATES FROM ALDI, THAT ME AND BEC GOT =) LOL SITTING AT THE BACK OF MY FRIDGE.LUCKILY HAD 2 PEOPLE TO HELP ME EAT (even though they didnt ask permission >:O) RAMBLINGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS L.
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
oh dear, my stomach hurts >< Had one of those day, where i was reminicing in the past. Started to play the games from 2007, watched anime etectra. Made me think of whats going to happen in 3 years 3years = HSC, Seventeen, Driving, Almost Adult It's very painful (my stomcah,) =) have not started any assignments LOL apparently we have an english assignment ??? Not sure but C.O said we did =/ very short post aye? ITS BECAUSE NOTHING HAPPENS TO ME
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
i should really blog about my party..
but, i think, really it's a "you had to be there" thing..
well overall it was really fun. i'm really glad i found a movie to watch at the last moment (and apologies for the boring movie, kick ass was MA15... and date night was the only one that fitted in our schedule).
it felt really good pumping up music in nwongs car with bee<3 and nwong in the back (:
putting on makeup on nwong XD with air con~ it was awesome~ but made us late though
CEO was fun. at first, we spent heaps of time trying to figure out how the thing worked... but after that, it became pretty fun. luvo-ing, singing like retards, doing shit, watching people throw dice around O.o''
the dude came in and he gave me a smexy CEO membership card :) and i can apparently redeem all these shittz xD
after that, we caught the train to hurstville. it was raining.. ehh so we decided to raid top of train station :L
did dares, ate cake, sang happy bday... apparently im a bad ass cake cutter T.T
dudes! i tried my beeest :(
well, all in all, thank you for everyone who came<3 really appreciated! i had the bessssttt timeee eveeeerrr~
thanks for all the happy bdays, pressies, shizzles :)
thanks for being there for me too! i wouldnt be here without you guys :3
<3
belle.
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
8th April 2010: Much to my suprise, the party was more exciting, fun, happy, astonishing, organised, cheap, joyous and suprising than I originally thought it would be (My standards are pretty high). Best memories of the day : -Trying to make "the Stubborn"(aka Patrick) sit down on the train. There was a six seater and we had seven people, obviously to uncomfortable squishing seven people in. Patrick and I ended up talking (He called me The Inspiration) really outgoing =). Ended scoring seats when the train stopped at Redfern. -The journey to find the exit out of TGV & QVB -Rebecca's funny comments during the movie, =] -Everyone staring during the mildly erotic scenes throughout the movie - McDonald bumming, talked to james, started to think of scenarios when pigs fly e.g. when pigs start to fly cheeseburgers will copy them and grow wings :L. -The fact that everyone started to sing Down, even if some were tone deaf i.e. me only. - Toilets in the Karoke Room ;) - Everyone started throwing dice at each other and the stacking of the cups - Sang the last K song with Belle, Celine and Jasmine -Free samples of Coke Zeros - Chaatting with Dwong, Benni, Charlie, Squishy at the top of the train station. -Train ride home with Matt Mac. Bus ride to G____ Station and the bolt back home, (may I remind you that someone on the bus, who got the exact stop and went the say way as me, started to smile and stare at me not just once or twice, but throughout the WHOLE bus trip) on the way stacked it due to the rain, my slippery flats, and not to mention the contribution of a steep downhill. Big graze, blood, broke phone (partically, phone is indestructible no matter how hard I throw it, it ends up with a zero to minor injury DAMN =[ ) necklace, and ripped stockings. Decide to take off shoes and run the rest of the way. Took me 10 minutes to run, non-stop (cept for the stack) to get home NEW REECORD !!! -dingdingding- Love the feeling off running at night, so much better than running during the day =) dont you agree Worse thing about the day the pain of the Heels after a long period, raining when we wanted to go park and leaving early ohh and cityrail -shakes fist in the air- Overall, Belle bby, I wanna thank you for everything you organised and did. It was so special and unique in its own quirky way. Hopefully, you werent to stressed and enjoyed the presence of everyone xP. Thank you x3, loved it, wanted it to be an endless night, loved the cosy hobo place(train station) and finally enjoy the after-party (metaphorically) L_ 9th April 2010 : Most unproductive day of my life, also went to piano
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
Chiaki Mamiya: I'll be waiting in the future.
Makoto Konno: I'll be right there. I'll run there. Time waits for no one.
This movie is the best <3
Favourite one infact. The characters are so lovable, and the ending, well it's not your typical hollywood ending; it's really quite a bittersweet one.
This movie has made me cry every time I've watched it. Especially the part where Makoto realises that Chiaki has sacrificed his own ability to time travel for her happiness, and at the moment, she realises she cannot just let things fall how they are. She runs out of the house (with her skinny legs) starts running down; ready to leap through time. & these flashbacks of memories of them play and the really sweet and beautiful song "Kawaranai Mono" plays... and omg that's where I usually cry..
Cause it's the part where everything comes together, the way they should be... and the song is like made for this movie.<3
ITS REALLY GOOD.
10/10 definitely. You have to watch this =]
:)
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
herro =) I like big butts and i cannot lie (8) Im so lonely watching prank patrol british version =O much worse than the aussie version no offense soo how are holidays mr blog ? are you a sir or a mam ? oh me ? well my holidays are going by slowly, so boring -all work and no play, make leilei go crazy- the shining :L that movie scares me =( but yes,I eat all day cause im so bored. btw i really hate ebay now, i mean i saw this awesome necklace for 99 cent then i mean literally in 1 day it became $15.99. STUPID AUCTIONS :@:@:@ RQ Doesn't it look absolutely gorgeous ? It's a vintage alice in wonderland charm necklace =( pity theres only one. My sim doesnt install =( arghdfiahfoewhfuqwhiuefidhfidufhsihfiuefiuwef blah~ i love my ramblings also love macarons nwah xoxoxox
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
new toothbrush*
some kind of high heels*
urgh... too annoying. D=
ima go mabi now ._.
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
nicholas, cameron and k13 are the best! they put everything else on hold (leveling, etc) and helped me finish my falcon quest -.- long ass quest.... XD they stayed up till (for k13, 7:30am in the morning!), and the others around 2~3am D: that's like a whole day on mabi just for me =3
i love them to bits <3
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
MERRY ANNIVERSARY ANNA . . . thats right its her anniversary of the day which she was born on -sings the song from chink school- (8) Zhu Ni Shen ri Kuai le (8) yeah ...i googled that well a lot has happened in the past week : 1. I tried my very first macaron and oh gosh i can't explain my reaction. As soon as i took a bite, i fell in love, t'was undescibable. Absolutely the most exotic taste just dancing inside my mouth -drools- and damn i would of taken a picture >< if it wasnt for the stupid people from the shop going "no photos" 2. My family went to find a restaurant in the city at 11pm, cause my siblings told the lordships that we disliked chinese food. So we went to Hanabi, it was awesome although i cant say that about the food =/. We sat on this traditional korean/japanese setting which had the low tables -squel- and yeah food was so hot, i mean it was soaked in chilli oil and no cool water =O ... city is a lot different at night, so many people in dresses and heels and gosh knows what !!. 3. I want to plan a shopping spree and go to DFO or something ;) ty rebecca for the suggestion why is the world so ....filled with public holidays?
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★ 20100430 @ 23:24
i am officially 14 years old~ it's goodbye to 13 & hello to boring stupid 14 -.-
i've been on this earth for 14 years, wow. it seems so less o.O - it actually feels like things are going so fassssttttt this year; i mean it's april already! and i was already complaining about year 9 last year, and i'm 1/3 through it. blehh..
soon enough, i'd be in year 12 u_u'
well, actually, i was meant to say a big thank you to everyone's whos been there for me lately~ well for the past 13 years. hopefully you guys never leave me (& i mean nevah!!!!). and a big thank you for guys not complaining about the small housey :3 and having actually a good time. and dw bee, i screamed like fucktherewasnotomorrow while i was playing mutation. i was like literally "OMG, *countdown appears* OMG, *mutants running after me* and i was like screaming all the way to the safe place XD" haha and then i became a mutant T_T. yup. wonderful storyy annnaaahhhh~
and that's about it, going to set up my mabi shop, then go get dressed and head out for my outing!
xxxxx
anna belle.
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Do you ever feel like something's missing?
Don't you think humans are just too weak?
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Nathan Wong
18041992. DLS'09. M.
Facebook Link & Youtube Link
Just a guy who likes meeting new people and is friendly and open-is kind and generous and is supportive of others and treasures people close to him very much ? - likes uhhh stuff xD dislikes- bitter food D:
sometimes you just feel tired. You feel weak. And when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, gotta find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quiter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse
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25071996. CHS'13. F.
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Just that normal average girl, has the normal average teenage problems but has the most amazing friend you could ever think of,
Loves early morning and late nights, polaroid photography, food blogging, snow, happy memories,stationery, Storm Hawks
Dislikes School, the day before school starts, ANIMAL CRUELTY
Just Shut up & Die -Ales, Ragnarok.
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Adrian He
08121992. SG'12. M.
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