Finally got the grip of blogging now. I realise that I can't just rant or blog about how depressing my life is, because when I just type It all out onto a world-wide page there is no gain from It socially or mentally. From now to whenever this blog dies (touch wood),I'm going to be upfront rather than putting my useless ramblings on a public viewed site. So here are my thoughts exactly.



The three words I hate in the English Dictionary: Paranoia, Curiousity, (the) Hidden and when they're put together in my life, they become a ballooning disater. I'm paraniod at the slightest and smallest things, for examples I feel like I've lost my charisma and that every conversation I have (whether it be a friend or family) the conversation just dies into sound of walking or surrounding noises. This has left me mystified and hestitant ......wait! hold up a second, This is going to turn into my ranting ramblings ..... NOT ON MY WATCH!!!!!


This is a habit I dislike, sub-consciously doing something without proper focus or concentration which leads to me saying "Don't worry" or "Forget about it" mid-way though. It's an annoyance because it distracts me. Well these are one of the many issues I have right now


And please to all people out there
Take care of yourself