Fuckity fuck you.
okay, bad mood atm.. because of my brother .. and some fregging a-holes.

fuck them... fucking exams fucking piano fucking brother fucking everyone -.-

lucky nwong.. = ="...

Today was soo unproductive, just sat infront of the computer during the morning, BUT then i walked outside and it was like 50 million degrees, ZOMG soo hot ==
and i walked all the way to coles and asked if there was a job vacancy, then the guy said apply online, and then i was like, oh, ok, so i walked all the way back home and applied, not i'm waiting to see if they have a vacancy and give me the job =D

well, its kinda boring, just waiting for people to finish exams till we can arrange something, =="
well, time to get back to whatever i was doing, like sitting around not doing much listening to music =D

I'm back =D
finally, after like 1 month, i have time to blog now =]
well, with the gay biology exam out of the way and that being the last one, i can have some fun now =]
lets have some fun this beat is sick, i wanna take a ride on your disco stick ;)
hehe, just waiting till other people finish their exams, D:
well, good luck to all the people who have exams, including Anna,Leilei and Jordan =]
i'm off to eat now, soo hungry LOOOL
Laters

first week of the term gone

>.>" what a crappy week

to start off on thrusday i accidently knocked a glass of warmish-hottish water on my school skirt
so then i had to change into these baggy non stylish jeans !!
I know it doesnt sound that bad
But get this

While i was walking down the stairs i tripped over the damn pants
and went toppling over the stairs ==" so i got a big bruise on my leg,knee and head
==" (whats worse was there are brick @ the bottom of the stairs to level the floor out

anyways today which is/was friday
i almost died to
i could concentrate no matter how hard i focused
my head just could understand what any teacher was saying

Since i was studying for stupid yealies i forgot everything in piano
e.g.
I COULD used to play "A Little flower" really good now in todays lesson she say i need more practise
I COULD used to play my scales perfectly etcetc
blehh~ so today we started a bit on the aural
i had to clapp rythms out
which i really had trouble with cause i got quavers and semiquavers wrong and mixed up
i also had to sing
since i have utterly no self confidence i was too embarassed
in the end, i was forced to (btw i sound like a dying walrus)
lol i was about to cry
no literally i was holding back every tear i could
(so hard) yeah that sums up my week


GAY !

to start off,
exams are beginning next week... and i really haven't even started writing down any notes or anything.. i'm not used to it yet - the whole do homework and assignments thing; still on holiday mode -.- how can people do it? do they like do homework and study during the holidays? or are they epically pro and can just adapt just like that... whatever they do, they should teach me. i'm like the world's epically fail procrastinator.. = ='' he..he.. bludging off piano atm.. bludging off my maths homework, english homework... anything else i have for homework.

first week of school - wow... bombarded by heaps of exam notifications... and basically just really tiring --'' been ok with the group, mitchell and charlie are heaps awesome now.. and yeah... leilei and i discussed what it'd be like if they were like "the cullens" - that'll be awesome. but like yeah.. impossible.. got me thinking what we'd all be like when we're older.. would they still be like these.. people (i don't wanna say immature..) but like more of a.. thinking of a word - instead of like bugging in and being complete retards over msn... (benny.) but like only value-ing the RAL gang's company, and being kinda quite but like epically cool guys with awesome hair, (cause.. those type of guys are (Y) and.. guys which like are just too easy - full on amused by anything another girl does are a huge turn offfffffff.) it'll be pretty cool for us too; it'll make us feel special ^.^ and yeah.. i don't know what i'm on about.

besides that, i have nothing else to say,, LOL oh yeah, im 152cm yay? and i really need to learn psi missing for mitch and verse him.. gahh stupid small hands and fingers.. - -'' stupiiiiid.......

ok, im off now.
ttyl.

Hiya,
First day back @ school went by pretty quickly :)
In Maths, the top people who got 100% (incl. bec & i) got jobs - putting sheets into year 10 sc envelopes xD
that was pretty fun and took up 80~90% of the class (so no work!! hahahaaaa)
It was really funny too, cause we couldn't get any of them mixed up or put any extra papers in it - and in the end Rebecca was like OH SHITTTT I think I stuffed it up XDD! And she full on (was not shifty at all) ... ran away when Mr Reedman came in but luckily, the other ones were hidden underneath the other one .. !
After that, I had English (starting poetry..) wooo... & tech was fun ... abit iuno what happened XD ! and science was like.. iuno either.. not as fun as usual .. i think pattycakes was sad.. or maybe unhappy to see me :l !!! NOOOOO... gey shits. i have science again :/
Maybe I should keep quiet this time... well HSC starts today .. ! Good luck everyone .. (telepathic msg) and yup (:

Off to sleeeeeeeeeeep.
x

Dear bloggers,

ok quick post; piano lesson soon.
I just found out I'm 5 feet tall. T.T
Depressing.. I need to grow 6 more inches and I'll be @ my ideal height (Y).

167cm and no heavier than 53kg. =)

nwong.. try guessing where I came up with the figures from ?
bwahhahahaa x3 have fun studying nathan !
& yup. that's it ~

I want to change my family

♪ Debussy - Claire De Lune on repeat - actually really annoying after the 15th time... although, a remarkable and really talented composition .. it's making me god damn sleepy !!

So you wonder why I don't just change it ?

One; I'm too lazy
Two; I've made the headphones and volume and effects especially loud so I can hear it.. Therefore, if I change it, I'll probably die .. or go deaf.
Three; I'm planning to learn it - after my piano exam or before New Moon comes out :)
Four; I have OTD & OCD - therefore I'm like addicted to any stupid thing related to Twilight or Cullen or Robert Pattinson or Kristen Stewart or them together..

So there, 17th already!!! Grrr.. Stupid piano theory ... Have to type it up and shit for tomorrow and memorise it by tomorrow.. Ahh.. I wish I was born Mozart; perfect pitch.. perfect piano skillz .. Bleh.. Really not up for piano lesson tomorrow. Haven't even practiced my scales .___."

Anywayyyy, today was teh most boring city day ever. Mum had to go take a test @ somewhere and we woke up @ 7, walked a circle around Hurstville. i looked like a zombie. i only had like .. 5 hours of sleep and I was expected to be ready @ 7:30 ... >.> In the end, I did a ~close your eyes and grab anything~ I ended up with jeans and a t shirt WOOOOT.. I hate jeans.

We got there @ 8, mum's friend came too. We realised it would go until 3:30pm - cancelling the piano lesson.. and Andy and I left @ 9:30 when the test started.. @ first we got lost @ town hall ish .. I had to call up several people before one actually helped. LOL told me to ask in a shop (yes, the majority was krn) but eventually found our car... in fregging Central. We had to like renew the parking thingymibob every 2 hours.. omg -.- in the effing sun..

So, in the end... it cooled down and I fell asleep in the car on the way back from city - oh, my mum passed. LOL and yeah, her friend copied and passed too.. We ended up back at Hurstville @ 6 ... blehhhhh

I'm so sick of the city. I've went through every street in Central & Townhall. Next time Ima go get a taxi :LL

Well I better finish my piano theory notes :)

Bye bloggers.

Let me set the scene

So there I was alone in my house
in the complete darkness, just playing the piano when
suddenly it went a tad too quiet and then

BAM!!!

and when i mean bam i mean like a
hard- stopping -scaring -right- out- the- movie -bit- when -the- bad -guy -kills -the- girl- painfully bam

I'm standing there stoned, petrified, unwilling trying to walk to my room when out of the blue
I hear rain dripping
and I'm walking there going WTF -looks out window, where the damn rain ?-
So i slowly and quietly walk to my room
trying to remember some kung fu crap i know
(which btw is very little aside from getting a pair of scissors and stabbing it in someones eyes then again i dont consider that kung fu)

There i see it - the most scariest thing Ive seen in my life time

1 missed call

And that to me, after watching "1 missed call" scared the living daylights out of me
(yes, im well aware it is night and there is no daylight in night and that one missed call had a specific ringtone to it)

Anywyas whats worse and more terrifying was

I realised it was MY ringtone which was " Fa Ru Xue" (explains the rain bit)

Now that I've come to my senses i PAINFULLY realise that :
1. I did not recognise the ONE true Jay Chou song i LOVE
2. I missed a very important call from a very close friend
(which makes me a really bad friend cause i can never here the ringtone thus i never pick up)
3. This is the scariest segment of my life which putting it a plain and simple context:
I got scared over a friend calling me

some much for the "I'm not scared after watching scary movies" girl

hahha well i hope you enjoyed this ^^

LOL Sorry but
I've been out alot lately ^^
(not really)

Well I'll start off from Monday
Anyhoo This was a family day meaning we as a family had to do something special
==" aka going to a farm
Had to wake up @ 6 so we could go out @ 7.30
but I woke up at 8.00 LOL
anwyays we got there at 10.10

Missed all the goood stuff like milking a cow, tractor riding, nursery
>_<>
But there were a lot of racist kids theree
Quote
" I've never played with a chinese person before . . . Im going to go"
mehh lol i dogged them after they said that

And i have a lot of photos of horses, animals etc etc
i would upload them but some photo are very inappropriate
such as Anna's requested one
"horsecrap" Lol i took that seriously

^^ anwyas im going to end it here

Dear people,



Grafffffffiti !!!!!!!! Oh, I smell like smoke now .. which is awful cause mummy asked where I went today.

Dear stupid people,

Today I found out I have an OCD.. besides my Obsessive Cullen Disorder I actually have a cleaning disorder.. hence the real what's that word for words that stand for something? meaning of Obesessive Compulsive Disorder - basically, I'm compulsive. It's good @ times but really annoying when I'm doing something and like I look around the room and it's all messy again - then I start to panic... and freak out... and procrastinate from whatever I was doing.

Besides that, we bought new printer ink today. I'm get to scan piccys again ! I'm going to scan my bday party pictures of Sam Wu on facebook hahahaa. tomorrow. too late now. It was pretty expensive.

We went to 7 miles @ station to eat; cheap and yummyyyyyyy !! Saw like James and lil Jase and those year 11 guys from my school. It's funny cause none of them can recognise me with black hair. pwoahhhh. wicked ayy ?

Well, my brother and I went to the library and borrowed 5 books and then we came home and ate dinner. The puzzle is like half finished but it's so bad cause all of the pieces are green (did I mention that before somewhere in a post?) and it suuuuckks. But it's a good time killer.

& after shower, I started rq-ing about how fat I am. I wannnaaa grow taller T~T. Behhh; I wanna get sick again and regurgitate and not eat for like 2 days. woooot. Oh, I did wear jeans like all of last week except the part where I went ct with mitch and stuff. I wore like shorts and got sick. but yeaaaaaaaaah.

It's nearing 12 and I've decided to blog every day @ 11ish if possible.. So yup,
going now ttyl peeeepity peeeps. & don't expect me to msn for awhile It's boring!!!!!!

New New New ~
It's all new !

And I'm happy cause change is good & I've seen too much white =)
I'm really getting the hang off all those crazy html coding. Too bad Nwong just started his hiatus of studying and probably won't know until like really late :(
Oh well ! Good luck Nathan Wong & Cecil (whom I just read his post on his blog about HSC and studying and stuff.. but I'm sure he'll get through it!!) & Dwong too! & everyone else participating in the final sprint~

Wooooottt. While I just sit here, clean up everyday, puzzle with a 1k piece one & a 3d hologram one (: and sometimes go watch gossip girl or any funny show there is. It's pretty funny watching everyone in the family do the 3D puzzle cause it reflects and it's confusing cause it's all greeny LOL.

This one isn't right ! This is is right! No is is wrong wrong ! Right !

HAHAHA. lol well they're missing me already so better end it here. cya ttyl peeeps. and nights i guess.

Well, this is the last post that i'm gonna post b4 HSC starts, i'm not gonna be on msn or fb or blogging, gonna be studying, fk i hate study T_T
soo, i won't be blogging for around 2 weeks, i'll blog straight after my last exam, i promise =]

20th-29th of October =D

Bye!

I've been doing some study during these holidays, and i've realised that there's soo much to do, and i dunno if i can do it in time T_T
Well, i'll just have to try my best to get through as much as possible >< didn't do much today, i slept at 6 this morning, did an all nighter with helen, lol was bored, so we decided to do an all nighter then i slept at 6, and woke up at 12, cuz i didn't know what time dad was gonna pick me up to get my passport, and it turns out that i didn't need to go == rrrrrgh, but i can't wait till monday, bit of relaxing from studies =] then, after monday, i'll have to study like i've never studied b4 O: Its the final stretch....

I cried today. . . when i used listerine
asdasfasfasfsdasfasafdadaskfjdkjgd
It was so -undescribable-

Anyways To Be Honest
I HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING IN THIS
HOLIDAYSS DONT CARE ANYMORE
im going to study for yearlies NERD ^^
Thats right, I don't feel like talking to anyone anymores HMPH
xD DAMN STARIGHT
^o^ ahorhor

Today = 4 hour Movie Marathon

Today, woke up at 11:30 feeling like shit, cuz my neck hurt soo bad =[
but then did a few stretches, and a few pushups, i warmed up and had a up n go, and felt fine =]
love up n go

Didn't do much today, in the afternoon it HAILED!! =]
it looked pretty cool, but it was noisy =S

Grass after hail =D

Well, the hail was the highlight of my day thats bout it ><

Well, today, i woke up at 10:30, and i rang anna to see what we were doing cuz library was closed ==, so we decided to bum in hurst =D
so i got to hurst, with no breakfast cept a up n go and then anna came, and anna and andy were hungry too, so we went to hungry jacks, and then, we decided to watch G-force, cuz i had free tix =D
sooo then we walked up to greater union to check time and we JUST made it in the 11:55 session, so we bought popcorn and drink and walked in....it was a good movie =]

after movie, we went to park and bummed there for abit, i did abit of study and anna and andy played on the swings until they felt like vommiting =D, but shortly after they got better hehe
then we went to miss saigon to eat Pho...omg, pho is sooo nice
i think i'm addicted to it o_o

then we walked to civic centre and then we sat there and anna took failed luvos =D
thenn, i went home, and it was raining on the way home O:

I failed my concert yesterday
><
I stuffed up everything cause i was shaking too much
T~T

Anwyays today was so ulehh~
unexplainable
I did so much running and walking around
WALKED all the way to miranda from my house

jakshfkjsahfkjh
well
im going to starts writing longer blogs to improve my grammar horhorhor ^o^

cheese pizza ^^ sooooo yummy, eating one rite now =]
Well, i didn't do much today, just the usual stay at home and study....i seriously can't wait till JSC finishes, then FREEEEEEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anna, go on msn later and tell me if u can go ^^

bak to eating now
kbye

I got bored of study so i decided to play abit of touhou =D
but then i went back to study ^^


中秋節快樂 too all my aishun peeepoh(asian accent) out there =D
and i hope u enjoy ur day, i will enjoy mine, staying home and doing nothing o_o

Celebrating alone with my books, how fun 0_o

Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.

Today, after a long and yes, stressful couple of weeks. I've had an epiphany. Friends do really matter. I'll learn to cope with them somehow, and express my feelings.. in a healthy way. Till next term, I'll spend this holidays trying to figure out some stuff. And tomorrow and on no more crying! I swear, what is this. AUSTRALIAS HAVING A DROUGHT ANNA. Don't be so selfish. Tank it. And from now on, no more secrets in my posts. So yeah (:

Well, i didn't do much today at home, it was kinda boring, studying and with noone on msn, i wanted to go out and do something but, no transport to get there T_T

My holidays is empty T_T, besides 2nd week of holidays, its just study study and study, soo boring, i hate study, i want HSC to die =="
ITS 12:12 =D well, it won't be 12:!2 by the time people read this but, yeah.....
I hope everyone enjoys their holidays!!
Time to go....

"Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten"

i don't know what to do.

porsche for life. actually alice cullen ! k3 okay so congratulations to all year 12 (: and may their wishes come true and yup =] time to do da piano. baibai.

^^~
There are a lot of things i want to sayy
first of all
NWONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!
CONGRATSSS !!!!! hahaha the the last day of school EVER goneee T~T
So Luckyy ^^ heheh
anyways i really hope you do well in the HSC
I'll know that RAL will support you 999999999999%%
Anyhooo sorryy i havent been talking to you latelyy T~T
so sorryyy <333>
wakakkaa Have Fun in the holidaysss ^^ <33>

Anna<3
Heyy ;)
Lately i have been realising you were right
like i said in the txt yu did do something to change me
but not in a bad wayy <33>
iloveyou heaps more than I loved borlorbao (and trust me i ate like 23871287 BorLorBao/day)
I wanna clear things up
I'm NOT mad @ you nor do i hold anything against you
I hope you feel the same wayy ^^ <3>
if not mmkayy the things here are still truee

Jordii
Start posting =O or ....else >=

smdksjfl Today was 11 degrees above average
and i spent the whole day cooking in my Jumper
hahaha well
this is my last post until
sunday or saturday BECAUSE OF MY CONCERT >>
kjsnkjsa asdsadsfdsafd
i know i have been going on and on about it
but im soo nervous T~TT~T

Anyways I'll miss everyon in the holidays
<33>

To Anna
Thx for all the support that u've given me and i hope that u study hard for exams next term too =]
(go on msn when u can, we'll organise something in the holidays ;D)

No more school =]
only have to go back when i have exams.

Today all year 12's just went to school to practice for our Grad mass for 2 hours then we could go home. Grad mass tonight, 6:00-9:00 T_T
Time to get rdy for the holidays, few days of fun, then solid study, no more distractions ><

Short post today, sorry ><
well, i'm off now to study...
bye