okay, so i haven't been happy the last few weeks, dadada~
and i know it wasn't very entertaining for you guys to read about that either. xD

well, let's start with Nathan Wong! why are you always first XDD.
you're just easier to talk to, (Y)
ok congrats about school. wishing you the best for HSC, i seriously seriously can't believe you've finished school ! haha. can't even believe the year 12 in our school (like dwong) are going to leave soon !! grr.. really puts things back into perspective. i didn't know what i had till i .. well nearly lost them XD i was too caught up being depressed like shizzle, and now to make it up to them. i shall .. write a letter! but then.. i'm not really sure if they .. want a letter from me anymore, i mean like they act like our existence doesn't matter anymore. :( i'll probably write it up and end up not giving it to them after their special assembly. ok, there i go again being pessimitic. BAH. really really scared to end term 3 .. can't think of how empty it'll be without them >.<

and to leilei zhang x3 the most important person everrrrrrr.
well, to clear things up. and to answer your txt; i see it as a strength to our relationship. today, when i waved @ you, and you ignored me i realised you were right to do that, i mean i did hurt you so i really didn't deserve your friendship anymore. it's your decision and yup, i'd respect it. i love you alot :( it's depressssssssing. :B lol XD well yeah..

what else what else, ehhh.. i've been avoiding matt mac lately; not forgotting mitchell xu. wow. LOL. i really don't know what to do actually.. if i say sorry, they're probably already iuno pissed at me enough. i'm thinking of.. maybe.. leaving the bball courts for good. i don't seem to belong there anymore; rebecca has william. benny has celine. charlie has jasmine. and the rest of the guys have rebecca weatherby. her presence has put me off, real bad. XD apart from that, i realised ever since i relied on the guys more, they wouldn't see me as a girl anymore ? like, they were just so used to me .. i guess that when rebecca w. came along, they seemed excited. jealous ? overprotective ? overreacting ? yeah. that's what the guys implied :( ...
it's just.. not fair i guess. for example, rebecca w. would be poking a hole in this can.. and i lended my scissors - i was really trying to put up with it. but everyone would be like be careful.. don't poke yourself. and when she was done, i requested it back. and she was like are you sure? it's really sticky from the drink and i sarcastically replied "i'll lick it off. don't worry" and matt would go "haha, last time i did that blahblahblah ~attention cuts off~" where was the "don't do that! you'll hurt yourself!!!" bwah.

enough with that :) i think i had enough now .. Zzzzzzzz

oh oh. finished eclispe ! IN YUR FACE. (: well.. after eclispe, i really am over twilight now. well over the fact that vampire could ever exist. over the fact there was an Edward XD who sparkles XDDDDDDD.

ok. now to read little women by Jane Austen. =]